A little while back, Pete wrote a post entitled, Standing
Like a Tree, which spoke of a moment of clarity he had about the emotional seasons of the Microcosmos while in the Chi Gong posture of standing still like a tree (read his post here). His post helped
mark a position in the map of my thoughts, from which I have been trailing out,
making inroads to connections.
Though I sense relationships between this post I’m writing
and the Microcosmos, what I am writing here is more of a self-indulgent act of
utilizing this space to put together ideas I’m interested in—how they relate
directly to the Microcosmos or not is yet to be seen.
There is a Taoist philosophy of active nothingness—that in
not doing is doing something. It seems in this active nothingness
there is much doing, or rather, the potentiality for all doing. In the stillness of active nothingness
I have found the habits of the wind, felt the voluminous movement of a lake. There is a fulfilling energy and grand
doing found in stillness.
While at Blue Mountain Center, Pete shared with another resident
and me his knowledge of Tai Chi, and each morning we practiced together, most
often on a dock on the lake. This,
along with periods of solitary stillness, greatly helped me connect to the wind
and water I just spoke of.
Later, he shared with us online a video of Master Lam, his
teachers’ teacher, which was entitled (in a very westernized way) Stand Still,
Get Fit. In it’s original form it
is a practice called, Zhan Zhuang—to stand like a tree. In the video they say, “we do nothing when we stand still,
but we gain energy from within, just like a tree….As a tree grows its deep
roots, powerful trunk, and spreading branches appear motionless but the tree is
actually growing from within, slowly and silently.” While Master Lam teaches the proper technique of Zhan Zhung,
said to make one strong and heal illness, he stands in a Chinese courtyard
where 4000 year old trees have been contemplated for centuries.
I recommend the whole 11 minute video, but for a nice
summary of these ideas check out minute 5:00 to 6:00.
When I watched this video and heard them talk of a tree as a
human—seemingly unchanging while activity, growth, and energy happen within—I
was struck by the parallel to another seed of wisdom I had recently absorbed. A major contributor to the civil rights
movement, with the insight of 82 years within him, Vincent Harding (fellow BMC
resident) taught me Revolutionary Patience.
Vincent had said, “Like plants, you cannot always see the
change happening in people.” He
spoke about social movements—marches and strikes—and said that, while they have
their place, and an important necessary one, they are not where real change
occurs. Real change happens inside
the human being, inside the human heart.
He said, “the revolution will not be televised,” and for the first time
that statement made sense to me.
You cannot put on tv, cannot see the change and perhaps the struggle for
it, that happens in the human heart and mind. But that is where the real
revolution, the real evolution, lies.
It calls forth one of my favorite lines of Pete’s, “We attach meaning to
events, but events happen in the universe and meaning happens in the human
heart.” What happens in the world
happens—it is how we translate it in our hearts that matters. It is the inner way we respond to the
world that holds the power, as the inner world creates the outer. As Gandhi said, “be the change you want
to see in the world.” Revolutionary change comes from within, not from without;
from being, not from doing. Or
rather, an inner being forms and feeds an outer doing, like sap moving through
branches nourish and inform a leaf.
Vincent went on to tell us the story of how Thich Nhat Hanh,
the Buddhist monk and peace activist, was coming to give a talk in the 1960s,
and arrived on the West Coast where he encountered student activists yelling, “end
the war now! end the war now! out of Vietnam now!” Thich Nhat Hanh pulled the
student leaders aside, and said that he was thankful for their efforts toward
peace. But that they were part of
a movement that was hundreds of years old, and they needed to have
patience.
Revolutionary patience. A giant oak does not grow from an
acorn to its full height overnight, or even in a season. One must be patient. I realized that this revolutionary
patience applies not only to the evolution of the world, but to my own personal
evolution. It is a reminder that
even when I feel stagnated, I am growing and changing in ways I cannot
necessarily perceive, and I must be patient with myself. And I remember that I am a tree, a
plant, with a rich inner life. And I remember that in stillness, in active
nothingness, I am energized.
Amongst all this, I sense the power of the inner world, the
unseen forces, and the natural order that connects it all.
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